depression at it's best?

At least I'm still alive.
I Hope?
Bleh more green shit
I keep hawking it all up
Could be worse I suppose....
Spoke too soon there goes another toe
Fucking frost bite DAmmit!
Keeps limping forward on hopes and dreams held together by moral fiber
I can do this, I can do this
My eye ball pops out of it's socket
It just dangles lifeless
Fuck my life, really?
Is this fair?
But then again who said life was ever fair?
Well it should be
Both my legs break before rotting off
And I slither along the ground dragging my torso with my arms
Im still all I am even with one eye and 2 arms
My arm begins to crack and chip away bone by bone
CUT A Poor guy a break will ya?
I pull foward using what teeth I have left
Only to have them all fall out
And I get a mouth full of mud
Im all alone
Even my heart leaps from my chest and leaves me
Im dying
My one eye left is going dark
And I went deaf long long ago
My tongue wont move
This is the end
Absolute
Darkness