Depression to death

Once a day thoughts go flying
Mosters come out
And i start dying

Scars all over
Still more to come
Wheres my four leaf clover
Where did i go wrong

Its not my time
When will it come
Will i ever be fine

Days go by
Then so do years
I cant help but lie
To cover my fears

I need help
But i dont want it
This is how i felt

But not for long
In a few hours
It will all be over

I'll leave a letter
It'll be alright
Dont worry i feel better
I see the light

Goodbye
And
Goodnight