Determination

I wanna give up this fight,
So I can keep my future in sight,
I can't keep going on like this anymore,
I never fought so hard for my life before,
The devil is trying so hard to knock me down,
You know what I'm gonna do is make him frown.
I wanna give this thing a second chance,|
To make people look at me with a glance,
And have them saying she did it and is going strong,
Why did I go on like this for so long,
I struggle with all my troubles on a daily basis,
All this fighting and bugging out isn't what it's supposed to be,
I'm gonna break free from all theses chains on me,
I pray and hope things will get better soon,
I wanna be set from all this misery surrounding me,
Also of this devil using my weak points for his devilish ways,
My heart is torn and shredded in so many little pieces,
It's time to be happy and set free as the night sky,
I'm willing to change and what it takes to be me,
I wanna soar above the clouds and be a new mother to my kids,
Also to end this fight and get on with my life,
Because I am fearfully and wonderfully made.