deceived by lust

love arrives quite abrupt

Emotions start building up

A sparks set off by a touch.

simultaneously we cumbust

Infatuation has me drunk

your voice makes me blush

Every move desire conducts

Helplessly I turn to mush

but all of this is just not enough

the past comes back and interrupts

A failed foundation built on mistrust

hope is left out to rust

Angry boils then erupts

blowing laughter into bits of dust

once again decived by lust

The disappointment is all too much

Realized a mirage was all I clutch

a dilusion forced us to deconstruct

Leaving every thought corrupt

now I am alone and crushed

yearning for a person I made up

for a second a dream was touched

reality quickly woke me up

I wish to fill this empty cup

To open all the doors you've shut

every effort is lost because you can't trust