Diabolic Lovers

I just want to forget them all,

The memories that keep me chained back,

Unable to reach you,

Still that hole in my heart that you can only refill.

Yet I am unable to take myself to you,

Into your arms, just like the time when sunset looked down on us,

And nothing held me back from embracing you.

I took your love for granted, as a way to keep awake ,

But your love was more than a blessing it truly revived me,

Opened me and set me free form the cage of misery that I was  bitten by.

Now you, by my side I can look up to the future and see true happiness,

And maybe true love that will guide me and stay with me,

Too selfish I am, only thought of my emotions and my struggles,

Left your love aside 

But I will protect you and really feel your pains,

That is the least I can do for you,

You who gave me strength throuh your smiles

and opened my eyes through your soothing words,

Now I can't imagine  a world without you,

I long for you to be with me all the time 

Next to me ,

We can travel to the place that conjures happiness 

And I pray that our hearts will be internalally locked 

As I place my hope in you and wish our love grows 

But until then I will wait for the day I say these words,

I love you......