Disposable Girl

As the wind blows

The clouds in the sky

I can't help but look up

And wonder why

There is all this beauty

And then there's me

The disposable girl

Just sitting here

As lonely as can be

There's laughter in the distance

And there's birds chirping up above

As I think to myself

About life

And laughter and love

About the wonderment

That goes on

About the beauty of everything

And then there's me

The disposable girl

In the middle of it all

And there's nobody here

To catch me if I fall

I'll put myself on the line

To save you from yourself

To tell you how amazing you are

To fend of everyone else

But there is nobody here for me

When I need someone the most

Because I'm not that important

I am a disposable girl

No matter what you say

I was there

And now i'm

Gone

I dissappeared

Because I made it all better

And you didnt need me

Anymore

But you won't here me beg

Nor will I ever complain

Because that's what I'm used to

It doesn't matter that it happened again

I am a disposable girl

I'm glad I was of some use to you

And you can push me away

Whenever you're through

With what you needed of me

I'm a disposable girl

And that's all I'll ever be