Disposable Me

Some times I feel like I can't zig instead I zag

Leaves me constantly holding the bag

I can't. Be loved

Disposable me throw it all i n the can

Disposable me

Always in the trash

Disposable me

Wanting what I'll never have

Disposable me

You know your swimming laps in what he's lapping on

Lip service of a dream you'll never ever have

Because no one can love something that is and always will be trash

Disposable me

He won't want this to last

Disposable me waiting on the garbage man

Disposable me

Try try try hope all you can

Disposable me

Throwing you my sleave

blotches stained red

a rotting heart left for dead

They all laughed

I am the stupid stupid bitch that thinks happiness could some how last

"Silly silly Cunt thinks she has a chance"

Now I'll hang as the bag gets tied around my neck

Doing my chores taking out the trash

Because without this love there isn't anything that isnt painted deepest black

If this wasn't real then love is a myth

And living in that truth is like death