Distant memory

I want this pain i feel inside to disappear, these dreams are taking over my mind, sometimes i want to fade out of this world and others days i just want you to be here, i want your arms wrapped around me, wish you were here, we watched football and had our first kiss too, but thats just a  Distant memory now, you and me can never happen again, i wish you didn't brake me like you did, when I was in your arms for the first time I thought that it could be my home ,it wasn't, all of my trust, time and effort was just a waste, just like me, I still want to be with you but, it's toxic just another Distant memory, You not gonna break me now, im going to show you that i will make my dreams come true, even though your telling me I'm just another one of your whores, I'm going to speak up about my life, your just another hater trying to bring me down, your not going to brake me anymore, im not glass, i will show you all what I'm made of, I'm not to be messed with,i am not some  toy to mess around and be thrown out when you tired of me, im a human being i know i don't fit in this world thats because i was made, to build a new one, don't give me sass don't tell me i can't do it, i will prove it all to you, that you can't brake me anymore, my demons are stronger and badder than everbefore, im not meant to be messed with, your just another Distant memory and i guess I'm just another whore who became stronger