Poem -
Love or Truth
I do love himĀ
I want to spend the rest of my life with him
But I am so fucking scaredĀ
I think backĀ
Do I deserve loveĀ
Can I he actually accept meĀ
He accepted the person I am now
But how about my past the one that created this me
I have tried to tell him
But it's in the past as he saysĀ
Why worry it's overĀ
But it still hunts meĀ
It still hurtsĀ
Just because it already happenedĀ
Doesn't mean it stopped hurtingĀ
Maybe if I can't open up about my past I shouldn't open up my future to himĀ
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Comments
Interesting that this poem has been written almost a year after one with the same title and the writer is grappling with the same feelings. You know what - I totally understand what you say about the past. It can get to the point where you question whether what you say or do is influenced by the past like it's a limpet mine attached to you. I find a grain of hope in your use of maybe at the end.Ā
Okay I guess you changed the title then.Ā