Distant and Far

It´s midnight where you are
So distant and far
You´ve always been like this
Full of ignorance and bliss
Not knowing not caring
Of this burden I´m bearing
Trying to dictate and decide
Something in me died
The first time you went away
I hoped and begged every day
Things have changed over time
Hating you is a crime
Loving you is pain
But still I remain
Watching and crying over you
And the things you do