Distant friend.

Distant friend. 

I'm not what you want , expectations of angels who glady obey and so polite they wish to serve, charismatic is that honest connection , but I'm often manic not of which you deserve 

Some high place fit for a queen,  you'd  adjust the lighting towards a wretched tear, I long to be loved, and together we could perish all the sadness here,

But what if days they aim to belong,  but rather they end within a missing piece, I know somehow you'll resent my heart, as you cling to the anger, that may never cease,

I'm not what dreams become , nor bright,  I'll often shine hard upon details,  it may annoy you in its bitterness,  it's just how some love it ends and fails, 

I'd likely play the part for so long, in the quiet space between our souls,  you'll get tied of picking me up, and leave me broken full of holes, 

Love cannot be tamed by a master,  nor a thief who breaks the windows view, love has doors we open freely,  though throughout life, we close a few

So be the innocent eyes I see, walk on by and do not stop,  forever holds a promise to love, it goes on and on to neither end, so do not promise me your love , but stay a distant friend. 

Nardine sanderson 06/07/2023©️