Distorted Demons

Pushed inside
Trying to hide
Want to shout
Won't let it out

What i feel
Isn't real
All in my head
Waiting to forget

I hate this
I know
My one wish
Is to let go

Been dead for a while
Tied together with a smile
But coming undone
Just want to run

The smile on my face
Lost its place
Pretending it's there
Pretending to not care

Every night
Starts a new fight
Against my tears
Been gathering all these years

Don't know what to feel
Don't know what is real
Losing my mind
Over what i can't find

Just run away
Start a new day
Forgetting the past
Forgetting it fast

Can't hurt me
When i'm gone
Will be
Like nothing is wrong

Nothing is wrong
Was just a sad song
Made me feel weak
But back on my feet

Tell myself it's all right
Believe it too
Have to fight
Don't think about what's true

Find the feelings
Once there
Back when seeming
Like the world still cared