Dizzy

Dizzy when I stand , my life’s in demand, working so hard my reach is far .
mistakes, regrets, chances , threats . 
Come too a crossroads it’s time to collect.
foolish choices , wicked voices , people making angry noises .
lost in what if’s , moving too quick, sending shivers making me sick .
spinning round , up and down laughing to the crazy sounds. 
Then gentle calming, my life’s still standing, perched upon an understanding, no more what if’s , life is my gift .
i slow my heart it’s time to try it .