Does her sadness make you happy?

Were her tear stains satisfactory? 

Cause I saw you smile that devilish smile.

You pushed her down, kicked her thighs, no mercy within a mile.

Making her feel bad did you no good?

You think you're SO cool, cause you come from the "hood"

You're weak inside, but don't take it out on me.

I thought you were innocent, But oh honey!

How wrong was I? 100%!
You lied right to my face, and only tell me the truth then.

Then, that moment of weakness where you saw me cry.

You looked me right in the eyes.

And had no sympathy for me, like our friendship meant nothing to you!

I walked away after I vented out.

Running, crying, screaming shouting out.

"WHY ME? WHAT HAVE I DONE? WHAT HAS MY SIMPLE LIFE NOW BECOME??"

You know my vulnerability, yet with no care at all.

You put pain in my soul!

You've put more pain in my eyes.

I seem so broken.

But I'm not just broken I'm a br(OK)en too!.

Your words don't affect me, cause I have other people too!
I don't need you, a bully, in my life!

I CAN get myself together, and let my ambitions take flight!
And sure, I'll miss you, my dear, dear friend.

But obviously, we weren't meant to last until the end.

You apologised, I'll give you that.

But lying itself is a terrible act!

Nothing can change what you did.

It was your choice, you've made it.

Now go, get out of my life. Before i make you.

Because haters have no right to make and break you.

Little did you know, I'm not built to break.

My body will refuse the physical pain!

It's the emotions that take the time to heal.

But I'll get over it, trust me, I will.

Because NO matter what you say!

I will rise up again!

Goodbye, friend.

Start spreading the word!

Call me what you want, it doesn't matter to me.

I'm my own person and finally free!

To everyone reading this,

Recently, I have had mixed emotions.

My friends and I have been bickering.

And As I'm willing to share this.. this is what happenend

My friend and I got into a fight, because I didn't have her on my Insta bio (very petty I know)

But she got quite mad, and told the rest of my friends but changed the story.

And then, someone she told (another one of my friends) said to me she had been saying stuff about me!

(this was a lie)
 

I screamed and shouted at my friend in the cafeteria in rage.

Then left, I started to abuse myself.

I ran off, leaving my other friends behind.

I then ran to a place I knew no one would find me and started banging my head against a wall and screaming and crying.

My other best friends had then seen me, they helped me through a tough time.

One of them walked off, she went to go confront my ex friend.

I stayed with my other friend, she helped me.

I still couldn't stop crying.

I cried in class, every student noticed (the teacher ignored my crying and never even bothered to glance at me to check if I was alright)
After, I retuned home, having lost a friend I started to stuff my face with ice cream, when I received a text..

It was from my friend, she said to me.

"I'm sorry, the stuff I said was wrong. I told A LIE your friend *my friend's name* didn't say any of those stuff, I don't know why I did it, I was bored."

I haven't apologised to my friend yet. She was innocent and told me the truth.

I feel awful, I've lost two friends in one day.

Next time you're in this situation, don't listen! Unless you've heard them say it, don't shout at them!

Confront them, tell them what you have heard.

So many people have lied to me, one of my friends told me something my friend had said, It was true...

I don't know what to believe anymore.

Maybe this message will help others. I don't know.

Sorry the poem was bad, I was in a rush full of emotions and didn't have time to think.

I just started writing.

Goodbye, person reading this. X