Don't do it

It's easy to do, There's only you,
Use a rope, End all hope,
Take the leap, Won't hear a peep,
Overdose, That was close,
Use a knife, No don't take your life,
What are you thinking? I can't go on,
Of course you can, Do this you're gone,
Isn't that best? There's no bright side,
So what just end it, Don't run don't hide,
This is selfish, It won't fix a thing,
But I feel I'm stuck, In a never ending ring,
That's just now, Things will improve,
When? How? Should I leave? Move?
Just keep on going, But don't take this step,
Doesn't matter about opinions, About your rep,
What if I'm not strong, Can't see the light,
Then you've gotta fight this,With all your might, 

I wanted to once,But there's no fight left,My hearts been stolen,Emotional theft.