Suicidal

Mass plundering, raping, beheading, that’s human behaviour
Over and over and over we repeat history...

(Trigger warning)

-pull the sheets over your head
-get up and make eggs instead
-kill...

The sun whisked its long lashes
Smiling down upon us
Crowds, shouts, a standstill train in...

Once again they are growing
longer every day

The sleeves are showing,

as I'm...

The little I know
All burned into my memory
Secure on hold, can't fall

The new,...

I don't doubt that you will always be a voice in my head
I have never and will never doubt a single...

Finding who I am not blaming anyone
I was born a certain way but I am not wanting to stay
I...

Oh look at the days torn out before your eyes
It’s almost time, isn’t it?
For your big...

She could feel the world caving in
As she stood on the edge of the balcony
Waiting, for some...

This is a story of a girl a girl not to disimular to you 
Some days that smile is genuine and real...

I’m drowning where no one can hear me
We all float down here.
I’m suffocating, I can’t feel...

“And what do you bring to the table?”

That’s what she asked me
As she sat there, legs...

I have seen my life as a winding road
thoughts and memories as I go
Glancing in a mirrored...

The first time was when you broke my trust
The second, when you looked at me in disgust
The...

Is it wrong
If I don’t want to live
Nor want to die
Just want to disappear
Melt...

The only thing that lasts is control
Control over food

Even if its hard

I can never...

My thoughts are dark, as I sit alone late into the night,
I wish I could stop it all,
The...