Suicidal

All my life I've had depression
Hard to show expression
Anxiety always leads to aggression...

Welcome back my old friend. I can feel you’re still the same. I guess some things never change. You are...

Just one more slice
I’ve only cut it twice
Carefully and precise
This piece should...

Trying to hide the fact I can't live
the world I know is filled with pills

Life isn't fair...

DISCLAIMER:
this poem is about an earlier time in my life where I thought about ending my life....

My mind always on the go, always on the run,
But my body set in stone, frozen, not moving no life...

I’m sitting alone, stuck in four bedroom walls,
Tears in my eyes are tumbling on my hand while I’m...

Society is cruel,
force a smile,
fake a laugh,
and the world thinks you’re fine,...

The knife to end my life
the knife to end my strife
the knife that should have been my wife...

I wish someone would take a moment to see the real me, if you could see past the fake smiles, there is a...

I live my life a product,
of a dream I've left behind
I breathe the air of constant pain,...

These haunted dreams which I've held dear
are etched within my mind
Which remind me of those...

maybe making myself bleed would take my pain,
maybe leaving this world behind would be the answer,...

Though agonies of memories past
entreat within my mind
I struggle with the pleas of self...

The rage embraced in heart and soul,
Has fueled my inner pain
While thoughts consume my...

The tingling feeling in your brain,
It spreads to your arms,
To your chest,
To your...

Burnt Embers
yet still peeling this organic heated dried decision
planned execution -as...