Don't feel the love

In a relationship, yet feel so alone,
Like if I didn't have my daughter I'd be just another lonely soul. 
Forget telling him how I feel, cuz he'll just turn it around like I'm saying something negative about him or just trying to start a fight.
The awkward silence between us, like strangers in the night.
This is the kinda shit that makes me question if his love is still real.
Jumps without a problem whenever someone asks for his help,
But when it comes to me an attitude is going to come without a doubt.
I want to feel the same love I have for him back,
Starting to feel like wishful thinking is all that will ever come about.