Down but Not Out

Life will sting you if you aren't looking
Can you smell what reality's cooking
Once you try to fight it back
It will be ready for your next attack
With all of which oppress
Some may call it obsess
But no one really knows for sure
How heaven is truly pure
So I wish I can say I'm down but not out
But that's what this whole thing is about
The pain trickled away
When I felt dismay
Of leaving my young son to die
But when he found out
He scwabbled about
He knew of me and my
He said keep me alive 
And I'll let you thrive
Without one of mothers enchantations
But mercy won't cry
If we live or die
In dark arms of his purifications 
As long as we're dead 
And we keep it in our head
We'll live in harmonization
So please tell me I'm down but not out
Because I feel filled with fear and doubt
That I'll make it through this system
But fear and doubt
lingers about
To find that he's not with them
He pulled out his nine 
Showed him who's truly fine
And pointed it at his pointy head
But the serious crime
That drags you in slime
Is that both of you are already dead
Say down but not out
And I wondered about 
And kept you guessing this time
So say if not 
But I think you and your lot
Guess not who I am