Dreams,Feelings and Nostalgia

Sometimes dreams make me nostalgic of memories I’ve never had. 

You never know what you have until you lose it.

If you never had it, how can you lose it?

If you never felt it how can you miss the feeling?

Then tell me this.

Why do I miss something I’ve never had?

How can I miss a feeling I’ve never had the privilege of experiencing.

Sometimes dreams make me nostalgic of memories I’ve never had… Déjà vu ’.

How can I miss lips I’ve never kissed?

Why do I thirst for touch, when I haven’t been touched before?

I crave the feeling of being wanted…, but I’ve never been wanted.

(so why do I crave it ?)

I   want someone to look at me like I’m pretty, but nobody’s eyes have ever made me feel that way .

Sometimes dreams make me nostalgic of memories I’ve never had…  Lonely. 

I don’t know what it is or where to find it, but there’s a piece missing  of this puzzle I call my heart.

 Nothing can fill this void of a miserable, bleak emptiness. 

Nothing but …

Sometimes dreams make me nostalgic of feelings I’ve never had… Longing.