Driving To Insanity

As I Sit Here Clouded By Evil.
He's Over There Being Seen As An Equal.
Doesn't Have To Follow The Rules. 
They Sit With Him Talking About Us Like We're Fools.
Why Is He Somewhat Better Than Me?
Is It All In My Head Cause Of Jealousy?
Only One Who's Gone To Jail Is Me.
Never Called The Cops On Him I'm Guessing.
So He Never Had To Learn His Fuckin Lesson.
Is That Why I'm Stressin?
U Ask Why I'm So Angry?
From What I've Heard Of Him, How Can U Blame Me?
I Love You But The Thought Of Him Around Drives Me Crazy.
How The Fuck Can That Not Phase Me?
It Drives Me Insane.
Like Taking A Bunch Of Knives To My Brain.
Like A Snake Taking A Bite Of My Vein.
Like My Body Taking A Hit From A Train.
Yes I'm In Pain But U Don't Care.
My Heart's Shutting Down And My Lungs Have No Air.
I Fall To Despair.
It's Unfair.
And As I Crash And Disperse.
Why Does It Feel Like Ur Putting His Feelings First.