My Version Of Headlight For My Mom

This Is For My Mom. Its Kind Of A Rip Off Of An Eminem Song But I Added My Own Words As Well.

MOM....
I Know U Like To Frown.
Although You Say These Days Are Unhappy.
Sometimes The Power's Off.
Sometimes We'd Get Fucked Up.
And Mom.
Although He Was Never Around.
U Never Placed The Blame On Me.
Even As You'd Poor Yourself Another Drink And

I Guess We Became Who We Are.
U Were My Headlights Shining On That Dark Road I Drove On.
Wish U Knew How Important U Are.

I Came Out Head First.
Never Knew How Much I Was Worth.
Never Thought That What I Said Might Hurt.
When I Fell U Picked Me Up From The Dirt.
For The Fun Of It.
I Was A Lil Stubborn Shit.
Guess The Fruit Doesn't Fall Very Far.
When I Cleaned Out My Closet It Must've Made U Feel Worst.
But Regardless Ill Always Love You Cause Ma.
You Still Mean A lot To Me.
Cause Ur My Mom.
So Far Be It From This Song.
My Feelings Toward You Were Sometimes Wrong.
I'd Blow Up On You Like An Atomic Bomb.
Destroy Shit Then Spend All Of Ur Welfare.
The List Goes On And On But
I Know We Sometimes Disagree.
You'd Buy Me Things But All That Don't Mean Shit To Me.
I Always Acted Colder Than 15 Degrees.
I Remember What U Got Me For Christmas Eve.
I Got Mad And Burnt The Tree.
That's When They Made Leave.
But Now I Thank You For The Fuckin Coat.
I Was Always Trying To Get Ur Goat.
Be At Ur Throat.
I Forget That Dad Fucked Us Both.
So I Guess Were In The Same Fuckin Boat.
You'd Think It Would Make Us Close.
But Further Away I Drove.
Headlights On A Car Filled With My Belongings.
They Said We Had A Ways To Go.
Back Into The System We Headed Straight Up The Road.
And I Wasn't The Man Of The House.
Just 5Th Oldest.
My Shoulders Couldn't Bear The Weight Of The Load.
We Got Taken Away By The State When We Were Only A Couple Of Years Old.
That's When I Realized You Would Miss Us.
They Tried To Fix Us.
And To This Day We Stay The Same And I Love It Though Cause

I Guess We Became Who We Are.
U Were My Headlights Shining On That Dark Road I Drove On.
Wish U Knew How Important U Are.

To This Day We Stay The Same And I Love Though.
Atleast Your Able To Witness Ur Grandbabies Grow.
And I'm Sorry Momma For Cleaning Out My Closet, At The Time I Was Angry, Rightfully Maybe So.
I Never Meant To Say That Shit Though 
Cause Now I Know It's Not Ur Fault And I Know Ur Missing Joe.
I Cry When I Put That Song On The Radio.
And I Think Chance Is Still In A Home.
And All The Medicine They Fed Me And How I Wanted Them To Taste Their Own.
But Now The Medicine Is Over And My Mental State Is Starting To Deteriorate Slow.
I'm Not Too Old To Cry, That Shit Is Painful Though.
But Ma, I Forgive You. So Does Chance My Bro.
All We Did, All We Said.
We Know U Did Ur Best To See Us Both.
The Foster Care, That Cross U Wear.
No One Took Any Of The Action.
That's Why I Love You Lydia Jackson.
Oh What A Tangled Web We Had Then.
One Thing That Brought Us Satisfaction.
The Fact U Gave Us Love In Equal Fraction.
Never Had Trouble Meeting Us At Any Address.
I Used To Punch My Mattress. 
Used To Punch Rocks.
And Get Mad At Worthless Asses.
U Would Keep Me Calm Before I Fell Off The Edge Of The Atlas.
If Someone Removed Them From Me I Would Be There With A Hatchet.
Dress Up Like The Police And Cuff Them On The Floor As I Kidnap Em.
And Although They Only See Their Grandma While They Are Babies.
I Remember U Driving To The Hospital With My Lady.
I Was Scared To Go But U Told Me Quit Being Lazy.
We Arrived And Waited Till They Did Too.
When They Came U Let Us Sleep And Fed Them Food.
They Won't Remember But Well Be Sure To Tell Them It All.
How U Held Them Until Into Sleep They Did Fall.
Or How U Picked Hats For Them From The Hall.
I Feel Like I Should Tell U I Appreciate Everything You've Done.
From Feeding Us And Being A Mom To Ur Son.
For Showing Me Being Locked Up Could Be So Fun.
As I Lay Here And Start To Drift To Sleep.
I Thank You For Showing Me My Life Is Worth It To Keep.
And I Will Always Love Even When I'm Away And Far. 
Cause Ur My Mom.

I Guess We Became Who We Are.
U Were My Headlights Shining On That Dark Road I Drove On.
Wish U Knew How Important U Are.
I Don't Want A New Life.
U Gave Me One With A Cause.
I May Not Be Coming Home Tonight.
But No Matter What The Cause.
And If The Flame Burns Me Down.
And If My Wife Can't Wake Me Up.
Well Just Know That I'm Alright.
I Was Never Afraid To Die.
Even If Those Song Won't Play.
My Children Will Carry Me.
Just Know That I'm Alright.
I Was Never Afraid To Die.
Because I Put My Faith In My Boy And Girls.
My Ghost Will Never Say " Goodbye Cruel World".
Just Know That I'm Alright.
I Was Never Afraid To Die.
I Don't Want A New Life.