Drowning

I am drowning in my own sorrows,
But you are my life raft
My feet are tied to sandbags that are weighing me down into the abyss of my own emotions
But you are the life-guard, 
Pulling me out of the water that feels more like concrete
You are the mouth-to-mouth that has saved me from myself
I owe you my life,  but i also owe you my death