Ego

I am trying
to make
myself better

but

To be honest
it has started 
off rocky

Ego has been
a problem
with
stubbornness
becoming its'
sidekick

Idiotic decisions
seduced
humbleness
to enter
my thoughts

Determination
to correct 
the wrong
is the 
shepherd's crook
that guides me
me to 
calm pasture

I won't rest 
until I get 
there 

the wolf 
will be
bitten into 
submission

I am the 
Alpha here

Yup
I know the ego
is showing
it's colors again

However I 
need a bit of
it to 
plunder through

Kinda of a oxymoron
if you think 
about it.