Emotionless

Eyelid paralysis, pain and sadness,
tired from crying, constant taste of saltiness,
Unable to wake up from a horrid nightmare,
Shivers and fear , my never ending despair.

Filled with toxicity like a stingray’s tail,
I spit my poison on paper, off the scale,
I’m taking out the coffins from your family tree,
And burying my suicidal thoughts beneath your feet.

I lost hope years ago,
My dreams faded away in a distance like a crow,
I’m emotionless with my clear heart,
It is in pieces, torn apart.