Emotions

Screams, fights 
it's all I've ever heard.
Trying to keep myself sane, 
but their just too much pain.
I tried and keep it locked,
but just one word can make me brake.
I tried to hold them back
try to drown them on the tub,
but my emotions get the best of me and I can never win.
I am mentally unstable even though you can't really see.
My head is on fire i can't put it out 
my brain, my mind
is just all too much.
The screams, the fights,
the fire burning inside.