emotions (changes)

Drowning in a sea of uncertainity

Struggling to break free of the turmoil

Not sure what's up or down anymore

My emotions have come to a hazardous boil

Not recognizing myself these days

Looking in the mirror at a familiar stranger

Knowing everything has completely changed

Feeling on the edge of danger

Where's the path that leads back??

Back to the person I used to be

Back when things were simpler

When I knew how to truly be happy

That life is gone now

Vanished in an instant

Now instead of open and carefree

Im closed off and distant

Maybe one day I can become more

More than a shadow of my former self

More than an empty shell with my heart on a distant, dusty shelf

One day my insides will stop being a raging ocean

Anger and emptiness won't be my only emotions