Emptiness

Passing the time with meaningless things. 
Wanting the pain to go away. 
Sorrow the song that my heart sings. 
Wishing I never wanted to stray. 
Hopeful one day things will change. 
Never really knew Christ's Full Name. 
Feelings of hatred not out of range. 
I know the feelings that come with fame. 
Happiness and peace desired above all, 
Things that come with Salvation. 
Emptiness overcomes and I fall, 
Darkening my soul I hear Satan's ovation. 
Clouded judgement, perception, and feeling, 
The wicked take out their frustrations on the weak. 
My soul is in desperate need of Healing, 
Though my future for now looks very bleak. 
Medicated so I don't die from the pain. 
Understated is the hatred I feel in His Name. 
Educated so I take all the blame. 
Frustrated and don't know if it will change.