EMPTY SPACES

My heart is filled with empty spaces . 

Emotions change like many faces.

I feel as if the bottom is closing in, the only freedom I have comes through this pen.

Lost is a feeling I know all to well, 

wandering aimlessly through these dark walls of hell.

I see my light , it seems so far away, I struggle to reach it everyday.

Each step I take I'm pushed back two, each crossroad not knowing what to do,

Go left or go right 

The wrong decision ways heavy on my mind ,

not knowing  if I'll be in this hell another night .

I see my light shining so close, I must be somewhere near.

​I feel the excitement and frustration coursing through my veins 

Sometimes I feel I'm going insane , Ready to change

this world I call my life ,

ready to end this life strike.

The bottom can not have my life, I'm taking it back

this misery can take a hike.

In the bottom is where it belongs , I will no longer 

let it drag me along.