Ending my depression

I need to stop, stop so many things,
That will make me smile more and give me wings ??‍♀️
I have bad habits, I can’t break free, 
Im not doing this for you, I’m doing this for me ??‍♀️

This sleeping, MY eating, I hate hate hate 
A perfect life I just can’t
create 
When I’m with my friends I don’t smile or laugh 
Everyday I feel... my heart split in half ?

I need to end, end so many things 
that will make me sad, for sadness brings
Those bad habits, they’d come again 
But I know I have worth, I have happiness to gain ?