Eternity lays with him.

 If I was to let go of all the sorrow Where then would it reside It's been apart of me since the moment that he died I do recall the joys of life, the ways the sun shines through any cloud And embraces life Below, upon us all as it is vowed The laughter of my children, the process of their happy tears Although I still recall his laughter The way it's haunted all these years If I let go of sorrow whom to bare the weight of death, for the night he lay in sleep, had settled on my breath What words would then break through as if it were the sun on high, could my heart be filled with light alike the bluest sky Forever seems so close but far And eternity lays with him I found the courage to walk in water, the light within to swim You see the oceans travel long But motions move as though it to is love, and even though he's gone from me, I feel him from above.