Everyday

Everyday is my last day
To say I love you one more time
To live my life as if it never begun
To have a hope and a dream
To destroy what good I have become
To make a choice good or bad
To have a hand to hold not my own
To be happy or to be sad
To have a single one night stand
To be myself or someone else
To have to hold whats dearest and true
To be the mom I want to be
To have morals and values that enlighten thee
To show the example I never gave
To pray to God for one more day
To thank the Lord for my last day
To be sad and wallow in all my pain
To waste away in the shell called life
To be the wife I want to be
To be the partner I need to be
To hate the world for things I've become
To wish I chose the other life
To stay preoccupied by what could have been
Everyday is my last to change my ways
To live to love to be happy that everyday is my last today