Existential Manic

Sometimes at night i close my eyes
I swear my heart is barely beating
concious shattered into pieces
Time and lies are intertwined
I look within myself to find
The innocence i left behind
Through years of fear
That felt like fire
Burning out the flames inside..
The flicker of my dying light
Like zombie stars that shine so bright
Whats left of me .ill let you keep
My secrets that we bury deep
15000 fathoms down 
is where they sleep 
Beneathe the sea
The crushing darkness of my dreams
Make nightmares feel like memories