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F#$* Michigan

F#$* Michigan

Goodbye
 I guess I gotta go
Decompose in a fucking jail cell 
I can’t make sense of this 
Brain is deranged 
Life’s gotten strange 
Drugs in my brain 
Living a losers lifestyle 
Leaving a dark stain on the bright side 
Consequences can suck it 
Responsibilities get brushed aside 
Trying to decide the best way To commit suicide 
I can’t walk the line you want me to 
Far from a follower 
No desire to lead 
Every path leads to disease 
Dying to be deceased 
Gonna dig up a dead priest 
For the fuck of it 
Slaughtering innocence for heavens sake 
Stealing what I can from the offering plate 
A Little change
 for my addiction 
That’ll never change 
Getting high 
watching the world fry 
from my third eye 
I’ll testify to a jury of jerk offs 
The worlds too soft 
I got lost on my way 
Troubles stay on my heels 
Can’t quite obey stupid shit people say
So I stray from the median 
Stumbling on dead end streets 
Shooting smack in the culdasac 
Kisses on my kids foreheads 
They know I’ll never be back 
So I don’t make dishonest promises
Simply fade away 
There I’ll stay 
Until the day 
my love rescues me 
But I don’t believe I deserve it 
My words get real twisted 
On my tongue when I talk 
You looked like you listened but I doubt you heard it 
Just more absurd shit 
You won’t absorb 
A sword in my spinal cord 
Fuck feelings 
Fuck being 
Fuck boredom 
If they don’t like threesomes I force em
Pass me the torch and I’m done 
Heads spun 
Hello hell here I come 
With no condom 
Yes I’m dumb 
You can be a dipshits side kick 
I’m sure that soon I’ll lose it 
Just a nuisance 
Lacking two sense 
Who sent these weak fucks for me 
I say fuck conformity 
Normally I’ll act abnormally 
I’m gonna show ya how horrible horrible can be 
Piss on peace 
It’s time to take it to the streets 
Every asshole I meet 
Is someone’s shadow 
Kicking in the door to your castle 
Coppin your cash flow 
Snatching your damsel 
What a distressed mess
My life has become 
Why me 
I’m shunned 
You’re stunned 
Sadness soaks in my skin 
Defying any authority 
Piss poor is how I progress 
Can’t process my thoughts 
I miss my destination 
Reality gets bent and distorted 
Benefits just miss their target 
martyrs stepping on mortars 
I miss not living in misery 
Manufacturing  mishaps 
How many times can I get lost and still come back 
Your guess is as good as mine 
Hide in the dark and still shine 
I’m sublime 
Overdosing 
heading overboard 
Simple solutions get ignored 
Facing facts feeling Frustrated 
I love the fucking hatred
Hate the fucking love 
Really what’s the difference 
I no longer expect acceptence