Falling

I'm falling… into a rabbit hole this rabbit hole at first I couldn't breathe because I wasn't able to grasp what was going on. I eventually got my breath but I lost my balance. I'm falling… down rabbit hole I'm going. I've fallen on my ass fallen on my face. Hell I even fell tripping over myself. Clumsy me! Most of the times where I fell I regretted it because something bad would happen after. However I'm falling! I've fallen in love with a guy 33 hours away. Yet I don't feel clumsy ? I've fallen to my knees with tears in my eyes because I've been told. I was gonna fall head over heels for someone that might not be “ Real “ I'm not sure what fell harder though. My heart or my pants. Dig ? Just kidding I made sure my pants were zipped and locked. However I'm falling. I made sure to lock my pants belt but not my feelings. I'm falling… they say your eyes are the window to your soul. Well geez no wonder my soul is so dark. My eyes are black. However turn into a light brown every time I hear him say “ I Love You “. I'm falling there's this rope that's tying me down. Or is it hanging me up ? When you're in the rabbit hole there's no up or down. Just the sound of the voices saying “ Are you dead yet? “  I finally got my balance back so now it feels like I'm walking on air. If only it were air.  I'm falling I get to a color part of the hole. I'm cold more like freezing but I'm still falling! The only thing keeping me warm is his voice that rings in my ear. I'm falling!  falling in love, falling in place, I'm just falling. But somehow I know my landing is gonna be ok. - Talia G