False identity

I feel messed up 
What is life?
Contemplating what's real like a loosestrife?
Everyday we take for granted
Our visions cloudy and slanted
I think too much and talk to little
Opposition of the judge acquittal 
These lyrics can't go in a song
Because the system says drugs sex violence is right and real love happiness and patience are all wrong....
For those that really hate me or see me differently 
Thats a mir image a false side you will agree
But if u don't I know that side is fake
The one the system believes that they can take
But I don't cooperate...
I stand my ground
Pass the rounds
I will not wilt,
The sights to see the pain to grace 
Remembering grandma's quilt 
The love we have is all around 
But kids can only frown
What little they have, what they want
Not what they are just what to flaunt
The world is turning shades of gray 
The peoples heads filled with inveigh
But that is a new breed here we are
People close and people far...
I will never find a true me 
Just the one you want me to be.
(Growth)
I am a false identity 
To many i am much more though
And too many important less so 
Let's assume we are straight 
And the people walking around me don't hate
Really they do some love , others turn
But only real passion could ever burn
Only real desires can make you learn
Fear is just another component 
No one wants to take a leap for me
I changed up the poem to match the frequency 
But i still speak from my heart not matching this new tone
Society has been in a bad state all alone
We only live life through our phones...
When we're dead humanity will leave bones
meaning we will be forgotten but still admired
A part gets left and a part is expired
Does that define the person we are?
Some bones and a brain?
We should be done with fake identities 
Ease the pain
Live like there's no tomorrow 
joy and happiness not sorrow
No matter where you are you are strong
And by no means you won't belong
So hold ur head up high reach those arms out and touch the sky 
To god all mighty and my oh my what have u done
People can look they shun my mind bleeding the lyrics the birds chirping 
And the wandering spirits
But you only can accomplish it by accepting failure 
Make good friends that know who's the real savior
Our encouragement is always needed 
And me I'm the one that unseeded
(Awakening)
I find myself sitting alone again 
People turn shoulders don't care the world to end 
People that don't care will let us down
It's ok look at yourself don't make a sound
Don't get mad things are heating up 
They're still friends just don't love you enough to even say what's up
But if you don't have them who do you have?
Well that's an easy Answer unless you can't answer 
If u have any sort of family that loves you they will be there
Don't depend on people u see once in while unless they make every second worthwhile 
Don't let the society and schools ruin your thoughts and creativity
Find yourself who you really are your serendipity 
Try to let love fill in where thoughts are getting thin
Across the edge of madness we find hope 
The family the close ones wont go nope
I look to find them and they are near 
So don't you worry don't you fear
In this life you do what you do here
If this is my awakening this is where it ends
This is my awakening!! WE ARE ALL 
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