Familiar Territory

Genetic predisposition  preexisting condition peer pressure environmental factors 
Doesn't matter 
When the euphoria fades and the high becomes a disguise that tries to hide the hurt inside 
Ultimately we see the reality when the beauty has faded
Revealing an ugly truth
An entire life is on a collision course with all kinds of conflict
Catastrophes will occur frequently similar set backs will appear repeatedly
Arrests and court appearances start suddenly occurring as the alternative lifestyle is lived illegally
Disorderly conducts narcotics possession paraphernalia resisting arrests vandalism grand theft
Make money by any means when there's only a few grams left
Finally a felony fell on me
Plenty of opportunities were available
To avoid the predictable outcome
Now what
Nowhere left to run
Waking up stuck to the bottom
Every person has their own all important questions to ask and decisions to make
How far must I go to successfully escape 
Ain't no telling when I'll meet my fate