Fear wins

Fear wins
You were such a goof
you made me laugh
Even now I sad smile Touches my lips
The thought of your goofy wit.
You said you loved me
But My heart needed proof
broken and battered
chained to its grief
Mistrust seemed to be its biggest belief
Unable to trust
it seen only the deceit You offered
Maybe you didn't realize every white lie
will put up a wall between you and I
pushing you away
Seem to be the only Way
To keep from falling apart
When your betrayal
Was revealed
But you held on
insisting that your love was real
But over times was that a mean streak was revealed
Even though I had put distance between us
The word daggers in my heart couldn't of Dug any deeper
That was enough to spur me on
To To believe the worst to the true
My heart broken
My tail tucked between my legs
My zest for life All but forgotten
Even years after you've gone away
My heart is hollow to this very day
All dream and hopes have just faded
Oh that exists now is the day today misery
And the greatest loves that you could ever seen
To Just A faded memory of what could've been
but A Love lost to fear is worst than one the Never have been