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Feeling Alone Today

It sucks to be lonley but it's not worth the pain.
I'd rather lay in an empty bed than be stuck in the rain.
I'm insane for thinking that these thoughts can be controlled.
I just always have the passion in my heart from which you hold.
I feel so cold in this dark mind that I have.
Knowing I can never love for the trust I've never had.
It kills me deep within for theres a void that must be filled.
Burning so hot that only tips on my back will chill.
I'm so sad as I lay wandering through the dusty maze.
Trying to push through this thick and misty haze.
I just want that special someone who will always be my light.
For I know it is scary in this dark alone and easy to get fright.
Is it enough to show you my tears that I cherish?
Where if anyone sees them dripping off my face I feel I will perish.
As many do my pride is like the lions.
Strong yet so vulnerable to any dependence and defiance.
Have you ever seen the cow jump over the moon?
How he gets so high to conquer his goal yet he falls down way too soon.
I feel this way almost every day feeling there is no end.
Just wishing that there was someone to hold and peace fill up my head.
But I must prevail to keep my eyes looking at the stars.
Cause unlike the moon the fall's not soon, for they are so very very far.

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Valerie Lynn

I really like this one. It's sad though - don't give up. You are a great guy and you will find that special someone who deserves to be with you. 

Much Love

Val ♥️

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Jeffrey Ruch

Thank you Valerie I know it is sad, but it is how I get through things lol. I think I am going to turn this into a song. I have a guitar beat I made that I think will work =]

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Valerie Lynn

Aww don't be sad :(

A song is a great idea!! I would love to hear it sometime ;)

Val ♥️

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Nardine Sanderson

Awesome write, ahhh i hear ya Jeff, and you had to mention the cow jumped over the moon , great wordplay, chin up dark, the suns still shinning and the grass is green, love to you, nardine xoxo

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Jeffrey Ruch

lol Valerie have you even heard any of my other songs i wrote?I feel like I've told you about them. But Nardine thank you =] I'm glad you liked it as well. I'm happy these days still I was just having a struggle with my thoughts that week but I am all better now! Just following that sunset.

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Valerie Lynn

No :( I think I tried to but I don't remember what happened...

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Jeffrey Ruch

Yeah I can't remember either, but they weren't good versions so i am trying to get my friend to send them to me!

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Valerie Lynn

Aww well after that then maybe you can let me listen? :)

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Jeffrey Ruch

Of course I will post them to sound cloud when ever my friend stops being so lazy! lol

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Jeffrey Ruch

Nardine Definitely will! If the women over in Australia are anything like you I am moving over there ASAP. But Val I am glad things are going well with you and hope to share my music to you!

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