Feeling Broken
Here’s another poem, yes its a depressive one
Until I find happiness, my journey has yet to begun
I’m not sure where this one might be going
But I’m going to try and keep it flowing
I’m feeling broken, I’m feeling down
I’m feeling everything, from side to side, from all around
I’m tripping over my words, I’m almost choking
Like I’ve stated. I’m feeling really broken
We all have a heart with 4 chambers
But the way I’m feeling, I’m hanging on by a thread
And if this thread decides to break, I may be gone, I may be dead
My mind has become so dysfunctional
It’s like my life is a joke, nothing but fictional
I’m feeling broken but I’m going through the motions
I’m feeling broken but I’m still thriving with emotions
My love is innocent, but my life is tainted
Is this life real? Or have I disappeared and fainted?
The days and nights seem to be withering, but lingering on
This almost sounds like a nightmare, or a horrifying fairytale once upon
I’m swallowing my words, I’m battling my frustration
I’m feeling broken, but still giving my full dedication
I have to fight these demons, I have to fight these temptations
But the way I’m feeling, I feel it’s my obligation
I sit here writing this, surrounded by people but feeling alone
It’s sad when you don’t feel safe anymore in your own home
Stephanie Davis
December 2020
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If writing brings you relief keep writing. But I Also wanted to wish you a happy holidays and new year my friend. I'm taking a bit of a break over the last few weeks of December for family. Please keep writing and sharing your story. That's what it's all about! Peace and smiles to you. The Fish of the Sea
Thank you love. I am just trying to keep my writing alive <3 happy holidays to you too. Hope you have a good time!
Wow !! STEPH!!......as this may be a page from your most private 'poetic journal' I am awed by its honesty and feel as though I'm being a 'snoopy nose' into your intimate feelings......this makes for truly compelling poetry.....Melancholy though it may be!!......ALL STARS!!.....well done girlfriend!!.......LOVE & ROCKETS!!......T xo : )
Thank you so much! This is another one of my favorites. Misfit is my first favorite. I love writing poems that are personal. It shows bravery, honesty, and it shows I'm a real person with real struggles. And I know I'm not alone.