Feeling like

Feeling like nothing most of the time,
like a fake diamond given it's not worth it,
Even when I add alil shine to my longest nail,
since I spoke on it
He still didnt notice it,
He said it was pretty like he told me when he first met me,
But most days I feel like nothing,
let alone i have to make my self an image before I'm actually recognized.
Only because I spent to many days saying what I wanted .
My only wish was to have a man but guess I forgot to pray on his directions,
Seeing tht his life has never been perfect,
Hes still trying to fix the man in the mirror....
Like a Diamond I was never given
So let me relax my heart for it absolutely stop beating...