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I knew how to make him mad so why not prove that I won, 
Even with most days of me crying I had to realize I have no one.
sad of myself to keep on forgetting bout god when he made us both, 
Let alone a beating from jesus is way worst then trying to burn up a cell phone, 
crazy today I witness the action but not the fire that I was hoping to happen,  
Somedays I wish I never argued with this man,
but today I broke a idol piece that he worships in his hand.
shot it at the wall i just didnt have gun,
wish I had shot him at the wall but funny to say I'm to fat to run. 
let alone I'm gone 
I'm alone in the world and my twins dont have a father at all.