Feelings,,

It feels like I am jailed by my own thoughts 
There is so much stuff I need to get sought;
Once second I am happy another second I am sad
I don't have the courage to get mad;
No one to turn to, to talk how I feel
Does that make me insane or I just accept what's real...
I want people to stop judging me for what I did in past 
I just wish this is the time that doesn't last;
I just wish this nightmare gets over 
My life gets better and less messier;
No one to turn to, to talk how I feel
Does that make me insane or I just accept what's real...
Never thought I will let down myself this far
I need to stand up and win this war;
Then there you are trying to make things look bright 
Doing your best to show me how everything is gonna work out right;
I don't want to let anyone down who loves me 
It seems hard not knowing what life has in store for me;
Hoping you will still be around when all gets in line
When I am back to being happy and enjoying what is mine;
No one to turn to, to talk how I feel
Does that make me insane or I just accept what's real...