Fifty Shades Of Gray

My precious Angel Nico 7-26-01 to 2-16-15

Since that fateful night fifty months ago, when you had to sail away;
I have mourned each one incessantly, with a different shade of gray!
Every month I’d heal a little bit, some darkness disappeared;
But, the pain was never-ending, for my lost Soulmate so endeared!
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I wrote about you often, with odes so sorrow filled;
Describing my broken heart and Soul, and the tears I ever spilled!
For you were the center of my Universe, you taught me how to love;
God sent you down to be with me, my gift from up above!
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Because of you, we got our Cody, so you would have a little bro;
From the moment that you met him, you loved your brother so!
I watched in such amazement, as my doggies frolicked and played;
The greatest joy I’d ever known, if only you could have stayed!
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But four years now, and two months ago, your life came to an early end;
Not yet fourteen years of age, back to Heaven, I had you send!
But I never will forget you, you will live forever in my Soul;
My love for you is eternal, my heart you ever stole!
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Fifty shades of gray
Each month without my Nico
Has brought pains colors