Fighting to be Free
Who gave you the right
Who gave you the say
To play with my mind
In your sadistic ways?
To mold it, to engrain
Dirty wash my pure brain
You tied me and you caged me
Said you owned me I’m not free
Planting danger and defeat
Self loathing and self hate
To program and dictate
As if you control my fate
But
What goes in must come out
Despite the methods that you tout
Despite your dirty threats
You lost your satanic bet
You lost control over me
It’s my mind breaking free
We’re doing this my way
You no longer have a say
Trained to remember the worst
And erase who I was first
So
Let me set the record straight
You sorry bastards sons of hate
It’s Me you’re hearing from
It’s Me who’s breathing through
The worst horrors ever done
The most acute pain inflicted
Don’t you get it yet?
You are evicted!
My God has got me covered
He’s always had my back
His love is shining through
Where yours so sorely lacked
So take your pathetic lies
That I will always lose
All the mind tripping
On me you tried to use
And Know This:
Every drop of blood
Every fallen tear
Every suffocation
And every form of fear
Every death buried
And every beauty crushed
Every hope shattered
Every baby hushed
Is remembered
And will be extracted from you
That is the power of my God
There’s no place in the World
You can hide from His justice
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great piece jenny ,i'm with you there all the way tina x
Tina, thank you so much for your consistent support of my writing and my reasons/need to voice it!
Brings my empathy to a higher standing, good piece Jenny good write.
William, thank you for sharing your empathy. That means a lot! This topic makes many people squirm, so I really appreciate your comments,
Jenny
great brave write Jenny fair play 2 ya congrats x
Thank you Susan! It is a bazaar history I have, and uncomfortable for some, but I'm tired of bearing shame for what these men did to me. It's theirs and i'm fighting hard to extricate myself from their hold. Certain times of year are especially triggering, so it's important to exercise my voice :-)
Jenny
Jenny,
Just as you are conveying in this powerfully written poem. We,(man and woman) all are free in our own rights, its the,(chovernist) that don't understand, nor can they comprehend the definition of the word, that keeps those,(such as yourself and we your readers),that stand to speak out for themselves and against this practice of self control, of the mind, body and soul of another, whom can't grasp the fact, that no one was placed here on this earth to puppeteer anyone else. A woman has just as many rights as any man, if not more and should and always, needs to be treated, as the cream of our crops and placed on a pedestal of the highest standards, care and respect. Any man, that thinks differently, don't understand the meaning of a true relationship, with someone you claim to love are be in love with, (you don't hurt)....Well written poem and your meaning for its write, should be commended by all that reads its message....Keep your head up and voice as loud as this poem, sooner are later they will be a thing of the past, as long as voices such as yours, keeps the topic of this behavior, hot and on the press....Great Job...
Kindest regards,
Jim
Jim, what beautiful words you have shared, full of empathy and insight! I think you should write more on topics and post them as essays..you are a brilliant writer. I replied to your comments a few days ago but it obviously didn't get saved, I'm sorry for only just now noticing the lack of a response to your beautiful feedback. Thanks again for this,
Jenny
Hi Jenny,
My response is "WOW", you so elegantly presented yourself, quite humbally but with a (quite) yet powerfully, "spoken out," manner. I thank you immensely .Your poems has a manner of telling the stories of the heart, continually reguiring resolution, to the many unanswered, affirmative questions in life,by addressing all defirmative answers, of and where, the many "free lips," refuse to ponder or mutter.You are a great,( not only), poet but writer as well and we,(your readers), will continue, to enjoy reading your, inspiring works....
Thanks Again,
Jimmy