Finally lost it

I found myself lost 
so I followed your track marks 
fast forward through the bad parts 
I wish half of you had hearts
Life's harsh
Can't remember last March 
Shit starts to accumulate 
pretend to be immune to hate 
Medicate my mental state 
Appreciate opportunity 
Opposed to opinions 
Popping opiates 
Only the pretty ones 
lonely lines of loyalists 
dependant residents 
Plastic replicas 
Represent pedestrians 
Questions exist to be eternally pondered 
exercising demons
Dealing with monsters 
Feeling the flaws mankind fosters 
Worry about my mind since you lost yours
Infinite dimensions in all directions go through two doors 
And pens spew fiction tangled with truth