FINDING HOME
Finding Home...
No place on Earth I have found...
Where people are true accept a few...
Happiness for them comes with...
Ultimatums...
If the World divided in half?
Half being the takers...
Half being the givers...
The givers struggle to survive...
The takers are how they do survive...
When my time on Earth is through...
If you have not heard an Angel...
Temporary is this place...
Do I thank my Dad for raping my Mother for the reason of part of my being...
I say he does not deserve a Thank You...
I do believe that I will never see him again...
If we never meet in Heaven...
Is it because I am not there or?
You are not there...
This Earth may keep you...
This is really your home...
I got here by default...
I do not want to hear your...
SCREAMS!
You will never hear mine...
Claw marks...
Bite marks...
Hits and punches...
No weapon can you carry out of here...
Even if you were buried with it...
Good luck firing it or using it...
Finished is always...
FINISHED!
FINDING HOME...
IT IS WHERE LOVE WILL ALWAYS LIVE!
Hugs...
sparrowsong
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Oh my gosh! I am so sorry for your terrible experience.. But I agree with Olga, we can all create our own loving and happy home, with who we choose. And also with Cherie.. God sees the good and that's why you're here and are who you are.. Someone amazing! ((hugs))
Hello Cherie...
I didn't mean to break your heart...
Thank You for the comment...
Hugs...
sparrowsong
Hello Olga...
Thank You So Much for your vote and comment...
Hugs...
sparrowsong
Hello Carolyn...
Thank You for your love and support...
Hugs...
sparrowsong
Hello Flower Girl...
You are Absolutely correct when you said don't dwell on how I got here and where...
A child who is born out of rape...
Endures alot of abuse, rejection, etc...
When A child is born in a marriage where the husband rapes his wife...
There is also blame placed...
When the Mom got stuck with a kid that she really did not want...
It is for certain facts...
Each one lead to another and here I am...
Understanding that other children face abuse...
There are different forms of abuse...
Healing also comes in many forms...
Maybe healing for myself and I thought I was over it...
Then I Give Thanks and I pray...
For the hope that...
More than healing for myself...
If someone can relate to anything that anyone of us shares and...
They can somehow through us find healing for themselves...
Then the answer becomes...
I had to experience things or...
Maybe, so I could help someone else...
Without it...
I could not help at all...
Hugs
sparrowsong