Finding my worth through wasted time

I don't hate you, never mind still love you,
I can't look at you,  Because that hurts to.
We don't talk, Because there is nothing left to say.
You never apologized, So I just walked away.
I'm leaving you and the thought of you behind,
Because I just need to clear my mind. 
I'm angered because you wasted my time,
Hurt because I believed you were mine,
But I just didn't see the signs.
I guess that's why they say love is blind,
Because you got my heart caught in binds.
Look me in my eyes, And listen as my heart cries,
This feeling makes me feel like I'm covered in flames,
Until ashes are all that remain. 
Thought you were different, But you're all the same.
Thought this was real, But it was all a game.
I gave you my love,  And you gave it away.
That's why my heart is blue, And my skies are grey.
Will I ever see the light of day?
Will this dark cloud ever go away?
The answer is yes,  Ill tell you how I know, 
Because my heart is strong I'll have you know. 
My worth is an image I've created in my mind,
Something it took me many years to find. 
No one like you, could ever take my smile,
Because our love was a story that only lasted a while.