First.

You where not my first love,
But you where my first real love,
You where not my first kiss.
But you where the first one to make me feel alive. 
Sometimes ,
i feel like you dont realise,
how much you mean to me.
When you look into my eyes, 
I see stars passing by,
And when you say my name,
i get butterflies. 
You made me forget the pain, 
of what happened that cold winter night.
Because un your arms i feel safe. 
And instead you filled my mind with meaningful 
I love yous and your smile.
Im sat here with your hoodie , 
layed on my bare shoulders.
still smelling like you. 
You made me not afraid to love.
You made me not afraid to smile.
You made me not afraid to live.
And no, you where not my first love. 
But you where my first real love. 
And the last one i will have.