Unspoken

Unspoken emotions and unexpressed feelings linger in the air,
As i sat quietly in my arm chair.
Thinking about all the choices i made,
Was this some sort of game? 
Where they wrong? 
Where they right? 
My mind was in a fight.

This fight between the wrong and right,
Continues every night. 
Thinking how could i make it better? 
Is there a different root i could have took?
Or are the perfect ones only in a book? 

I leave myself to wonder as i look at the sunrise,
Smiling, that was my disguise.
Thoughts going through my brain, 
And i guess thats where they'll remain.
Unanswered questions filled my mind as they did every night.

As i sat alone on cold winter nights, 
I wanted to finally end these fights.
Unashamed, 
tears rolled down my cheeks. 
This has not happened in weeks.
I guess my emotion finally speaks.